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♥ Saturday, June 24, 2006 @ 1:00:00 PM so near yet so far. reaching for the love tad seems so far. i never blame u at all. cos i noe tad is wad u are. i noe u dont wan to hurt me. but seeing u like tad,i am already hurt. but for my sake,will u change? am i impt enough for u to change? in ur heart do u still have feelings for me? so long never update.lol today yichong's birthday! happi birthday,yichong!!!(as if he will come read my blog.lol) actuallie wan to go his bbq at marine bay de. but dont reallie noe his frens well so never go.lol. haha.i will never forget yesterday at 299 wad he say. lol.i can remember abit,"i wan to thank my papa mama tis 18 years of nurturing me. i feel so sorry for them.go police post dont noe go how many times le.attend court twice.and blah blah..." tok cork onli!...lol... and one more thing,he abit crazy de...and he is going get pregnant sooooon(jk)...lol... then actuallie wan go sentosa find huimin they all then ton there de... but in the end i still choose to go shopping with my mother... so long never go shopping wih her le...tis is the time i nd her can some how patch le bahs?...hope so... yesterday night talk with jiale until 4 plus then we sleep...haix... so long never talk to her le...always go camp...we talk abt her guides things,yj,steph and huimin and some gossipings...lol...so many things to talk but there are some things i cant tell her...lol...and today i 8.30 wake up...sleep onli 4hrs!...jus now tuition until i wan sleep ah...cher teach and teach and teach...and i still dunnoe and dunnoe and dunnoe... school is going to open... the days of having stress is getting nearer and nearer... and i knew i surely fail my o de...cos since so long i never realli study... to be frank...i forgot some accounts stuff,chemistry notes,physics formula and humanites(everything!)..cos i hate tis sub to the core!... haix...wan to get 20 points also diffcult ah...haix... but so many ppl worry abt me such as parents(tads of cos),frens,xingtong,ah bin gor,henry gor,diane jie,ann jie,granny,mdm seow,ah oei(lol),blah blah blah...haix... i cant disappoint them,right? but i study is for my own sake...i noe is for my own good... but dont u all think it is too late now? give me some hope,some confidence and trust from u,can?