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♥ Wednesday, July 26, 2006 @ 9:06:00 PM
i feel not right nowadays.AND MOODY. haix.sometimes i feel so stress tad i going to burst. i jus feel like crying. but i dont wan to cry anymore. crying cant solve any problems and i wan to be STRONG. i used to cry alot. since the last time i cry,i told myself,"i am not going to waste my tears on those unfaithful guys.they dont worth it!" can someone tell me,wad can i do rather then crying? can someone lend me his or her shoulder? can someone lend me their listening ears? can someone lead me the way i should go? i dont wan get involve in love life anymore. i reallie reallie very tired.reallie. sometimes i reallie hope,I NEVER MEET BOTH OF U B4! but i cant jus let it go. i never regret. is jus tad i am not wad i wanna focus the most now is my study. i reallie wan to.but i noe i am totally a failure. in love life,in studies,in friendships,in EVERYTHING,i am a failure. laughing is wad i use to cover up my sorrows my pains my hurts.HAHAHA. ppl out there,dun ask me y is BOTH. jus believe tad i am not two-timer. watching spore idol now. i prefer either JASMINE TYE or JONATHAN LEONG to win. but i dun like them till so crazy like LING JIA LE! she now still supporting GERALDINE SEE XIN YI! she so crazy over her. the show is over since donkey mths ago and now she still keep thinking. sometimes i wondering is she the man? LOL. i'm not kidding. today sci remedial frm 2.30 to 4.30pm. suppose to play basketball today. but les they all got interhse, den esmond not free. slept from 6 to 8pm. i wan to sleep until 11 de. all my mother fault!wake me up bcos she thought i got tuition. den i cant get back to my sleep again. and 9pm tuition? wad is she thinking? ltr gonna do homework until 2pm den sleep. i wan to show james and eusebius i can do homework MY OWN. BLEAHX!!! and YESTERDAY! I SAW MR OEI SPITTING OUT SALIVA WHEN HE TALKED! IS TWICE AND NOT ONCE! mr oei:wad happen? no one answered. mr oei:jiayi,wad happen? i shaked my head. mr oei:better tell me wad happen ah? someone:nth happen. mr oei:i noe got someth happen.better tell me ah.u see jiayi,cant stop laughing. LOL.and he also spit it on someone paper who is absent on tad day. i am so lucky tad i did not absent on tad day. yikes!!!goosebumps all over me!!! LOL. |