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♥ Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 6:38:00 PM
blood is thicker than water. i've not seen potato for 6 days. we seem like totally no contact during this few days. hahaha! but then, we still managed to chat for less than 15 mins yesterday in the morning before i go for my performance. and of course, i miss him loads! so just now after school, he called me again and the funeral had ended. he's really very exhuasted bcos he din have much sleep this few days. and now he's fast asleep! so, how's my performance? he he he! wad i can say is - i enjoy myself although i'm very nervous. i did take pics BUT i find myself very horrible with the make-up. so i shall not post any pics up. =x can you imagine JIA YI with green eyeshadow? -.- and CHONG LIXIN had taken video. she's so funny. the whole video, she only video-ed me dancing. i really dun dare to see the video but then i hope she will send me asap b4 she gonna upload on youtube. I WISH SHE WONT DO THAT. LOL! and of cos, the concert doesnt only included dance performance. & the role play of my 4th uncle life experience and the main lead is my 2nd uncle. & choir & children dance & ballet & . . . so after the concert, we went for late lunch cum early dinner at din tai fung. i reflected alot. after the concert especially the role play. i'm almost to tears. i just control my tears and not showing them out. i just feel tad i had regretted doing some things which i bring harm to myself and let my family to worry about me in the past. till now, i still cant tell my parents, grandma, uncles, aunts and cousins how grateful i am to them for how protective they are towards me especially during my most 'rebellious' days. blood is thicker than water. another thing, if a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. |